breaking the cycle

In the absence of me
My soul mourns
Longing for me to return

I have been long on my way
Trying to reach the unreachable
To tame the anger in me
But with no success

It feels like waves
Coming in on a deserted beach
They appear
Then disappear

I flow in and out of time
In and out of presence
In and out of consciousness

But
Right now

I am aware